The Road To Skinny Me!

My journey…and every thought along the way!

Week 17… March 2, 2011

-.8 lbs.

It’s something, but definitely not something to be excited about it.  I have been seriously slacking…I haven’t been counting or even watching what I eat.  It is easy to make excuses, but ultimately I’m just not doing it! 

This always happens!  I hit a 30-40 pound weight loss and then I stop trying.  I keep it off for 6 months, a year, then slowly start gaining it back plus some (or in my latest case, plus a lot!).  This is ridiculous!  Why do I do this to myself?!  I need to lose this weight, not only for me, but for my son and my family.  I want another baby so bad, but obviously not enough to not overeat.  I mean is pizza, ice cream or any food in general really worth more to me than having another child?!  Really?!

Something needs to change.  I need to kick my butt in gear and just do it!  Why is that SO hard?!

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